Chapter 156
Chapter 156
It's like a ship leaving the port and losing its lighthouse at sea.
Since he had no solace for his soul, Kakashi vaguely felt that he was plunged into darkness again.
It's not that he's doing something bad, it's just a feeling in his heart.
Shizune probably understood his attitude towards her, and had stopped making excuses to see him for a long time, Kakashi felt that this was good, and unloaded another psychological burden.
In this way, the life after this is also good, no worries, no desires and no wants.
Oh no, no, no, he wants something, he hopes that the girl he loves can live happily, even if there are monsters in his body, he can live a normal life, and there is someone who can accept her and tolerate her to love her and protect her.
In this way, this is the only thing he wants.
Passing by the shrine that day, Kakashi walked in for the first time.
Sacrifice my broken soul and body and everything I have in my own in exchange for her happiness in life.
He stood there reverently, Kakashi's only prayer to the gods.
Lingxi has been living a life of running at both ends of the dojo and the ancestral hall during this time, training in the dojo during the day, and kneeling at the ancestral hall master at night.
Lord Mijin-in said that the ancestral hall is the most sacred and peaceful place in the entire flower sea, because it enshrines the ancestors of the flower family on the other side.
Lingxi wanted to find a sacred and peaceful place to cleanse his filthy soul.
She went to the ancestral hall every day to bow down for hours.
Tianteng followed her here several times, but only to see her kneeling reverently in front of the throne.
Until that rainy night, he really couldn't hold back, and the moment Lingxi knelt down, he also knelt down with her.
Lingxi closed her eyes and didn't look at him, but she knew it was him.
In a light tone, she asked him to go back.
"Let me go back, then you also go back, there is nothing that requires you to kneel here night and night, and if it goes on like this, your body will collapse."
Lingxi's tone did not fluctuate, just repeated the same sentence-"Brother Tianteng, you go back." She
was like a soulless puppet, no matter how Tianteng persuaded her, she would only say this sentence.
Finally, after a thunderbolt, Tianteng couldn't bear it anymore.
In front of the divine throne, he did not talk about courtesy, and forcefully grabbed Lingxi's shoulders and made her face him.
The moment the hand rested on her shoulder, there was a slight pause, there was almost no flesh, all hard bones.
Tian Teng's gaze fell on Lingxi's face, she had already grown thin, and now, judging by the candlelight in front of the divine throne, this face was even thinner.
"Do you have anything to confess to your ancestors?"
"
Have you done something unforgivably wrong?"
"If you don't speak, it means that there is none, since there is none, why can't you kneel here?"
Lingxi finally opened her eyes, she turned her head woodily, looking at the rows of ancestral god seats, her expression became sad and self-abandoned.
Her thin lips moved, and she said, "A person in a room can be cranky, and even if you know it's wrong, you can't control it." "
This is the most sacred and peaceful place that Lord Gojin-in said, facing the ancestral divine position, facing my mother, it can temporarily sober me up."
Tianteng had never seen such a Spirit Rhino, and even after the Desolate Skeleton ran out and hurt so many people, the Spirit Rhinoceros was not so uncomfortable.
But now, he looked at the girl frowning, one hand pressed to her chest, as if she would fall to the ground in pain at any moment.
After thinking about it again and again, Tianteng finally asked the doubts in his heart.
"It's because... Kakashi-senpai? The
eyes glanced unnaturally when they heard Kakashi's name, and then resumed the dead silence just now.
Her cherry-like mouth was pursed, and she was afraid that she would cry as soon as she made a sound.
Such a performance, unless Tianteng is a fool, must understand what the answer is.
He was puzzled, he didn't get in the way, but if Reihi and Kakashi were two people, their relationship would not have problems.
"What happened?"
He continued to ask, Lingxi could no longer hold back, tears fell in strings, this was the first time she cried since she returned.
After restraining for so long, she thought that she could always restrain herself, if Tianteng didn't ask, maybe she could really do it, but now...
She grabbed Tianteng's arm with her backhand, dazed like a child, she cried and asked him, "Brother Tianteng , why doesn't he want me, he obviously said that I have to do it, but after only two months, he doesn't want me."
"It's just a relationship, it's not a big deal, if you don't love, you won't love, I thought I would let go very dashingly, but it's not like this, I can think of him no matter what I do, whether I open or close my eyes, I can see him."
Lingxi's fingers tightened unconsciously, so tight that Tianteng felt pain, and she hadn't let go.
"I think I'm strange, I'm going crazy, I'm afraid that I can't control myself to do something irreparable, so I kneel here every day, let my ancestors look at me, let my mother look at me."
"
I ran out to look for him, I just wanted to see him, but... He didn't even talk to me much, Brother Tianteng , are you men like this, if you don't like it, you don't like it, and it becomes so fast, is that so? Lingxi
looked at Tianteng so seriously, eager to get an answer from him, however, in the face of such a pair of eyes, Tianteng did not dare to look at her at all.
Just because he let go for compelling reasons doesn't mean he doesn't like her anymore.
Tianteng felt like his voice was dumb, unable to say a word, in the past twenty years, the only thing he liked was the Lingxi in front of him, he had also fought for it, but she regarded it as a strategy that did not want her to marry into the sea of the narrows, his liking she didn't know at all, and his heart was all in Kakashi.
That's why he had to let go, thinking that since the two were happy, he could only let go, even if he never thought Kakashi was a good match.
Now it seems that his vision is really vicious.
Lingxi was still waiting for his answer, but while waiting, she suddenly released her gripping Tianteng's hands, and her body slowly turned back to face the divine position.
She laughed self-deprecatingly, "What does it have to do with the men of the world, you are not him, how can you understand what kind of person he is..."
"Lingxi," Tianteng hurriedly called her, "I have long said that Kakashi Kiki is not a good person, I have long told you, haven't I?" "
Ah," Lingxi nodded, "I forgot what you said. The
teeth bit his lips tightly, and after a moment of entanglement, Tianteng still said with a red face, which sounded extremely awkward.
"There are also good men in this world who are dedicated, not everyone plays with feelings like Kakashi Kiki, such as, such as..." His name was clearly on his lips, but at this time it inexplicably became obscure, and he couldn't say it.
"Well, there must be, but what does it have to do with me?"
She didn't want anyone but Kakashi.
His name is completely buried at the root of the tongue because of Lingxi's words, what is the need to say?
Tianteng sadly found that even if Kakashi broke up with Lingxi, Lingxi's heart did not have the slightest place for himself.
The so-called replacement is simply a dream.
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